Difficult to Love

I've been hurt too many times
So afraid to give my best
'Cause everytime I give my all
I end up regretting it
My heartbreak has turned into
Useless, stupid, foolish pride
If I get hurt once again
I think I'll end up dying
Baby tell me it's okay
Say I can believe in you
Tell me you will not end up
Making me feel like a fool
I want to take that giant leap
Jump without a parachute
Fall into the unknown
And end up in-love with you
But what if you don't catch me
Leave me broken on the ground
Heart shattered into pieces
I don't want to be let down
So I pretend that I don't care
Put a shield around my heart
Give you nothing to discover
Hoping I don't fall apart
If I told you the truth
You would still think it's a lle
When I'm trying to be real
You'll end up questioning why
When the answer is so simple
But easier said than done
I no longer want to be
So difficult to love