Such A Fool

You saw another stupid girl you could lead on a string
and feed with your surplus of lies
Devotion to you at that time didn't exist
just deception and alibis
You played me neglected the fact that I loved you
it stared u right in your eyes
Instead of acknowledging the way I felt
you left and never said goodbye
Well I must admit I was never stupid
i knew your tricks better than you
I was so in-love it just didn't matter
what you said or decided to do
Pleasing you pleased me but when you left
felt like all of it was in vain
So many things that I kept inside
seems like all you knew was my name
Never knew that
i had many dreams
for our plans ahead
Never knew that
i longed to at least
spend just one night sleep in your bed
Never knew that I
wanted your arms wrapped around me
for you to ask about my dreams
All you knew was
what I wanted you to see
it was just an image of me
So afraid of you hurting me
i refused to let you in
and now look at us
no mess no fuss
not even merely distant friends

You saw someone
who loved you down good
someone that you rarely thought of
Someone you never imagined
was filled to the brim with unconditional pure love
What I saw was my future
you saw the present
and inevitably your past
I should have known
we were all wrong
and it wasn't meant to last



Such a Fool